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[ minako smiles at that, not opening her eyes yet. but the smile falters as she has to prepare to say what comes next. ]

She told me not to worry. That she'd always protect me. And then... [ she shakes her head, almost imperceptibly, drawing in a tight breath. ] The last thing she ever said to me, that I ever heard, and I let it be... a promise I knew she couldn't keep. I don't... I keep thinking about what that must have done to her, and I...

[ she's not crying, but she's definitely upset, taking advantage of the offered comfort and enjoying the intimacy. ]

Edited 2019-12-24 21:52 (UTC)

[ yukari chews her bottom lip, evaluating how much she should say. she hated talking about minako like she was dead. even if she was back at home, she wasn't here. here she was warm and alive and posed along with featherman victory and stole blankets. she wasn't a headstone yukari visited to tell about her week.

they've already said so much that's gone unspoken already. may as well keep going.

she traces minako's cheekbone with her thumb and resumes rubbing circles on her back. ] I don't know if I told you, but...Aigis got your wildcard powers since she was the one you wanted to protect you the most.

[ despite the years, something in her stomach turns. she knows that's the truth, that aigis had pledged her life to protect minako at all costs, but yukari always wondered how things would have been different if she'd been honest with her feelings from the start.

a moot point, now, along with many other hypotheticals that play out in her head. ]

At first, she was kind of a wreck. We all were. I mean, that's how the Abyss of Time was created in the first place. But Aigis has grown into herself so much. Even if she still doesn't get we're way past her calling me "Yukari-san". [ her attempt at a light tone sounds more wistful and sad than she'd like. ] She's active with the Shadow Operatives now and--well, she helps protect all of us, including you. She....she kept her promise.

[ she remembers yukari telling her that it was bad for aigis for a while, that she could barely function. but the idea that aigis got her wild card after she died? minako feels pride, love and guilt swirling in her chest, even if she stretches a bit, back arching at the attention that she's receiving. but there's no mistaking the smile that spreads across her face as all of that sinks in.

she finally opens her eyes, meeting her gaze. ]

... I'm glad it's in good hands. I hope it... means something better to her than it did to me. [ she's realized that her interpretation of the role she was given by the velvet room has... really fucked her up. ] And she was still calling me Minako-san at the end, you know. So that's never going anywhere for you either. My girl's too formal for that.

[ one of her hands slides up from yukari's hip, resting on her cheek. ]

And... this isn't me trying to change the subject, but--I've been talking a lot about my problems lately, but you know you can still talk to me too, right? About anything.

Edited 2019-12-27 03:28 (UTC)

[ she can't help smiling back, happy that she was able to give at least some hope, however small. ] We lived together for an entire year and I told her every day she didn't have to add anything. At least all the teachers loved her because she was so polite.

[ her smile falters at that offer and yukari holds her breath for a fraction of a second before slowly exhaling. ] I know. It's just....

[ her insomnia, the panic attacks at midnight, she misses everyone so much all the time, what if she's broken, what if all of SEES was broken, why does this place keep shoving her dad in her face as if she can just reach out her hand to touch him, what's going to happen to her memories when she goes home (she doesn't want to forget even if it hurts), what if this place was starting to feel like home now, what'll happen to them when aigis gets here

what'll happen to her ]

You know how good I am with talking, [ yukari answers while leaning into the touch. ]

Then you don't have to. [ it comes automatically, and she presses her lips to yukari's to steal a quick kiss. ] I can just... be here. And we don't have to say anything at all. But... for any of it, no matter what, I will listen if you want me to, okay? Maybe I can't fix it, but...

[ she strokes a thumb over yukari's cheekbone, watching her face. ]

We can't do anything alone, you know? No one can. And that's okay.

[ yukari doesn't blink, doesn't breathe while minako talks. she isn't even sure she can breathe with how constricted her chest feels, full of a mixture of emotions that terrified her only a few months ago. ]

Yeah...yeah, that's okay. [ she touches her nose to minako's, smile back in place. ] I promise I'll talk to you about everything. I mean it. Even if it takes me a while, I--. Seriously, just....

[ she trails off, overwhelmed by the realization of how lucky she is, before saying quietly, ]

Thank you. [ and an unspoken 'i love you so much.' ]

[ she giggles, ears flicking, picking up on what went unspoken there. ]

I love you too, you know? It's a lot easier than you probably think. Especially when Iris has you acting like suuuuch a sweetheaaaart! [ she singsongs that, pressing her lips firmly to yukari's cheek with another giggle before starting to trail down to her neck. the hand on her hip begins climbing up her back. ]

Oh, my God, shut uppppp! [ she half-squeals, half-laughs the reprimand even as she tilts her neck to the side to give minako better access and shivers as that hand works its way up her back. ] I was being serious! See if I ever do that again!

[ yeah sure okay ]

Awww, you're gonnaaaa! [ minako practically feeds off of the energy of that squealed laugh, coupled with the moonlacing, laughing against yukari's skin. ] I was being serious too! Then I thought hey, that's enough serious, back to having fun with my beautiful model girlfriend who I love!

[ more little kisses and nips to her neck, gentle loving scrapes with those sharp teeth. minako decides to dispense with the teasing and starts pushing up yukari's top, pulling back just enough to give her a questioning look. even now, she wants the go-ahead before things go any further. ]

[ the smart remark that's on the tip of her tongue turns into a soft, heavy sigh at the first scrape to her neck. she has trouble handling this on a normal day, and triple moon only makes it even harder to ignore the urgent need iris brought on. the hand on minako's back stills, fingers already beginning to dig in to her skin as those sighs get louder.

when minako pulls away, yukari's twitchy reindeer ears swivel toward her and remain stock still, a surefire sign that she has her absolute full attention. understanding the unspoken question, yukari gives her a dangerous grin, leans in to press a kiss to the shell of her ear, and whispers, ]

Do whatever you want to me, Minako.

[ the look in minako's eyes shifts. the black pupils at the centers of those fully red eyes narrow, and an almost predatory edge enters her gaze for just a moment, pheromones drifting out in force now. her eyes soften, and she gives yukari an almost reverent look. she shivers, working yukari's shirt up to her shoulders, tugging up once to encourage her to work with her on getting it off. still, she's... gentle. ]

Dangerous permission to give someone, Yukari... [ her voice is just as quiet and playful as yukari's had been. she moves her head down, pressing a kiss to yukari's collarbone and then the swell of her chest, pushing forward to press her knee up between her thighs. ]

Edited 2019-12-29 10:28 (UTC)

[ yukari had expected the hungry look that suggests she could be swallowed whole if she wasn't careful and the pheromones that make her lightheaded within seconds. what she didn't expect was to be gazed at like she was adored or the gentleness of minako's movements.

all at once, she knows she's more than just wanted. she feels...cherished.

she's very grateful for the small moment to collect herself as she works at the button at the back of her collar and pull her shirt over her head, dropping it the floor, before turning her own soft look back to her girlfriend. ]

Hm, maybe, [ the last syllable on the verge of a breathy moan when yukari feels minako's knee, ] if it was anybody else. But I'm with you. I trust you.

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